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Wednesday, 04 November 2009

  • changing lives & clubs

    I picked up Jaci today from school and she was brimming over with excitement. The minute she got in the car, her words came tumbling out as fast as should get them out.

    Jaci: Mom, guess what!? Me & (her bff) are going to start a club at school. And do you know what? Anyone can join! And do you know why we're having a club? We want to help people change their lives! Because there are people at school who are not nice to others. And do you know what? We already have two people that joined our club!

    Me: That's awesome! So how are you gonna help people change their lives?

    Jaci: (with a look of consternation on her face) Hmmmmm.... well.... I guess we didn't think of how to do that....






Monday, 12 October 2009

  • funny stuff

    What is it with kids and farts and burps?

    Why is all of that so holding-your-stomach-falling-on-the-floor-and-rolling-around funny?

    And the boogers.

    Can someone explain why wiping a booger on mommy is so hilarious?

    Gross!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    Our kids keep me from taking life too seriously. I'm glad for that.


Friday, 09 October 2009

  • smooth talker

    Zachary smiled this oh-so-sweet smile at me while letting out a long sigh... 

    And said, "Oh, Mommy... you're so beautiful".

    I busted out laughing!

    Because:

    My body had that morning, one-day-odor 'cause I hadn't taken a shower yet... hadn't brushed my teeth, and my hair - well, I can't really describe how my hair was. Just imagine: also unwashed yet, throw in some bed head and frizz!

    And I was wearing my wrinkled, shapeless jammies.

    Ew.

    (I think he needs glasses? )

    He's a smooth talker - that Zachinator.

     

  • Talking Animals????

    We're doing something new in our youth group this year. We're having something called  "gt squared" once a month. (we write it with the cool little 2 after the t, but I don't know how to do that in Xanga.) This stands for *guy talk/girl talk*. We meet in two different homes, Brent with the guys and Sarah & I with the ladies. Brent's going to be taking them through "Wild at Heart". I'm going to be taking the girls through "Lies Young Women Believe and the Truth That Sets Them Free". I think it's going to be interesting, and a lot of fun.

    So, this morning I spent an hour and a half studying for gt squared this next Wednesday. It's a very fascinating book, and I can tell I'm going to be coming face to face with lies that Satan wants me to believe. But as I was studying I noticed some things in a new way completely unrelated to what I was studying.

    I was in Genesis 2 & 3. I can't believe I've known this story all my life and never saw some of the details. (maybe I did, but my mommy memory, which means lack-thereof, displaced it with diapers and child rearing!

    So I have some questions... and I need some of you Bible theologians to clarify some things for me.

    1) In chapter one it says that God created the animals and then man and woman. In chapter 2 it says after he created man, he wanted a helper for him. Then it says God made the animals (including the birds) out of the ground. (2:19) and brought them before Adam to see if one would be right. As God made the animals and brought them to Adam, he named them.

    Alright - this is where my mind went.  God made the birds & fish one day (clearly) and the land animals another. He made the animals first and then man and then (am I reading this right) created those animals again, out of the ground (this time to see if one could be helper for him)???? And then he created woman.

    Or did he create Adam before he created animals?

     In verse 18-19 it says: And the Lord God said it is not good that man should be alone; I will make him a helper comparable to him. Out of the ground the Lord God formed every beast of the field and every bird of the air, and brought them to Adam to see what he would call them.  

    Wait a minute? I thought the birds were created on Day 5? That's why I'm wondering if he made animals twice?  The second time, looking for a helper. Or am I making this waaaaaay more complicated than it actually is?

    The other thing I was thinking... did the animals talk at the beginning of creation? Adam obviously talked... if God wanted a helper for him... wouldn't he have created that helper with talking ability? And --- bear with me here. Maybe that's why Eve wasn't all shocked that the snake was talking to her? Because it was common? And the snake... must have *walked* upright somehow. Because... if you're already made to slither on the ground, how would it be a curse to slither on the ground? Which God very clearly did (cursed the snake to crawl on it's belly).

    And - - - one more question? I always thought it was Satan in the form of the snake. Um... well... it says the serpent was more cunning than the other animals. (3:1) It doesn't say anything about Satan deceiving the snake... So were these animals able to think like we think??? Obviously God is Truth and the snake was deceptive... which is not from God... so definitely it was Satan deceiving Eve. But did he come in the form of a snake... or did he just use the snakes' natural cunning and ability to talk to bring deception to her?

    Oh my goodness - I hope you all are not freaking out at my questions!    I would like some feedback, though.

Thursday, 08 October 2009

  • Wednesday nights are one of my favorite nights of the week. Every week I am amazed how energized I feel when we leave youth group. It's so hard to believe that two years ago we didn't even know these kids.

    They are an amazing group of young men and women. Tonight I found myself looking at  them and this silly little grin just kept popping on my face. It made my heart smile tonight when I watched them during worship practice. They are talented! I love to hear them praying for each other.... that's awesome. They have no idea how much power their prayers have.

    I am so excited to see them walk in the callings God has for their lives. They're full of dreams... They remind me to keep dreaming...

    Holding their hearts in our hands a couple of hours a week is an amazing privilege and honor. It makes me shake... and drives me to my knees. That's for sure!

    Anyway. On to what I was really going to write about, before I got all sappy.

    I knew Brent was going to be working late again tonight, so I was going to have to do the teaching. It's good for me to have to do that every now and again. It always reminds me to be more understanding of him when he teaches. 'Cause it's stinkin' HARD! Teaching doesn't come easy for either of us. When Brent prepares for something he spends hours getting ready. As do I. It's hard to get stuff that engages active teenage minds.

    Earlier this week in my quiet time with Jesus I was sensing what I should talk about. However, this afternoon He took me down a slightly different route. That meant I didn't really have a lot of time left to prepare. Ack! I just kept hearing God tell me to be strong in His strength... that when I'm weak, He's strong.

    I don't mind being in front of people... but... sometimes I have a hard time really describing what I'm trying to say. I feel like I'm not concise, and that my words get all jumbled up... It went alright, (I think for the most part) but I always replay everything in my head and then I wish I would've said this or that differently...

    Oh well... it is what it is!

    So tonight, on the way home, God told me once again that he doesn't want perfection. He just wants ME! And He wants me to be faithful to Him. And be who He has called me to be.

    I have these moments where that's hard for me... to not worry about other's criticisms... to not feel like I need to be perfect.

    This perfection lie is something I really need to get rid of. God's really been dealing with me on that subject, ever since March. (When Jaci looked at me and asked me why I always want everything to be perfect.)

    Aaaaaaarrrrrrgh!!!!!!!!

    Children are definitely a refining tool. And God loves to use them.

    God loves me.... I know this to be true.

    And that is all that has to matter.